~rhythm of life~

is not what i request for..

but

i wish if you were there,

at least to listen to me,

i will feel better.

i remember others' mistakes,

is not because i want to take revenge,

but as a reminder to me not to make the same mistake,

and improve myself.

tonight,

i m in dillema,

thinking;

am i making the right decision?

to make a homecoming...

where i m not really happy at all...

should i escape from all this?

i hate..

to see family members pretending..

i wish to take a break...

or 

disappear from this world....

hoping things can end soon for me....

or 

that's THE END OF ME..BYE