Since I started working,
my life seems to be empty,
I feel that something has been missing for a long time...
Since I started working,
my life is no longer happening,
complains are increasing,
happiness is decreasing.
Since I started working,
I can see people with different working attitudes,
which reveals their true characters as time goes by.
Since I started working,
I could feel that building a good rapport with others is important,
as it may ease my work at time.
Since I started working,
I have to learn to protect myself,
as people will blame on me if any problem occurs.
Since I started working,
I find that nobody will praise you if you have done something good,
but people will gossip about you or point their fingers at you if you did any mistakes.
Since I started working,
I find that it is hard to find a true friend in workplace,
which I can truly rely on.
Since I started working,
the only place i like is in the classroom,
where I have lots of fun with my students.
Since I started working,
my health condition is getting worse,
with lots of stress.
Since I started working,
all my uni memories will always pop up in my mind,
my practical experience will come across my mind,
where I truly miss...................
Today, I have completed my first task, where I have finished marking the Form 3 papers. Sadly, the result of my students are not that good and no one score 'A' for English paper. Sigh... :( Meanwhile, students who failed in English paper have decreased compared to the first term exam. I wondered this may be a good news for me ...I have been trying different methods in teaching those kids and I think I have putting much efforts already.
Arranging the document for the Chinese department file is truly a tiring job for me. As a new teacher who has no idea about anything, I got to discover it all by my own. Even tough the job seem to be very easy, but I had spent a long time arranging all those document accordingly.
Overall, I have spent the first day of the school holidays meaningfully without wasting any time. What a good start and I hope that I can complete all my plans during the holidays!!
Feeling happy to be with you,
Really appreaciate the time we spend together,
I do care for you as well,
Even though we may be apart one day,
No longer meet each other for a long time,
Dearest friends, I will not forget you!!
time flies,
friends come and go,
i wonder how many true friendship that i ever had...
sometimes,
i felt time was so short,
for me to build a genuine friendship.
where ever i go,
i will meet new friends and close friends,
but it was only a short time we were together,
this happened to me since i was in primary school.
looking at my friends' photos in friendster and facebook,
a flashback of every happy moments we were together,
made me felt that the moments we were together was really short,
because now we were no longer that close..
perhaps,
these were what is meant by emptiness in Buddha's teaching,
where everything that we face will turn to the form of emptiness in the end.