I have been thinking to go to beach for such a long time,
thinking to go with my best friend after the exam...
but it did not happen as what i want...
i ended going there with my friends that i met at library...
it was an unplanned journey,
just happened suddenly..
in the morning..
and i decided to go to relax...
and forget everything that makes me sad...
just to listen to the sound of waves,
allow the waves to take away all the problems that i have in my mind and my heart...
Today,
it is a special day for me,
with my special friends,
who made my day so enjoyable...
deep in my heart..
i am truly depressed...
feeling unhappy...
but, now..
i am truly released...
i shouted all my anger and sadness out as loud as i could when i was at the jet ski...
i let go of everything in my heart..
i took out every single unhappy feeling in my heart...
shouted out as loud as i could while riding jet ski on the sea...
with my friends..
it was really a wonderful moment...
i truly afraid at the beginning...
i shouted for so long...
"no, no, no...stop , stop ,stop"
"it's enough! I have no energy!"
i keep shouting and shouting...
oh my god..i really can't take it at all....
fifteen minutes is like fifteen hours for me on the sea,
i wish to return to the beach at that time,
it is really too scary for me..
i m feeling insecure...
worried that i might fall and drown in the sea....
at last i managed to ride the jet ski,
one thing i released,
i released everything unhappy feeling in me...
i knew it was tough, scary to be on the sea,
as i could not swim at all,
but i still hold on as tight as i could,
to survive..not to fall in the sea...because i want to live...
no matter how strong the wave is,
i will struggle just to stay on the jet ski,
i tried so hard to hold on to my friend,
my hands were numb,
but i still stay on the jet ski..
it was truly adventurous for me for the first time in my life..
along the way back, we laugh and laugh...
lots of funny incident happened,
Moein jumped into the sea while Lawend was riding jet ski,
it was so funny to hear them talking and laughing...
because i did not expect that Lawend will make Moein jumped into the sea unexpectedly,
i wish i could see that funny incident...
i am thankful as i didn't fall into the sea..
if not, i would have panic and drown..
anyway,
it is really amazing to be the guys....
i have not been laughing so long in these few days...
too many unhappy thoughts in my mind..
with lot problems...
i did not expect that my day can be so wonderful today...
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